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The Night of the Gun: A Reporter Investigates the Darkest Story of his Life--His Own
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Do we remember only the stories we can live with? The ones that make us look good in the rearview mirror? In The Night of the Gun, David Carr redefines memoir with the revelatory story of his years as an addict and chronicles his journey from crack-house regular to regular columnist for The New York Times. Built on sixty videotaped interviews, legal and medical records, and three years of reporting, The Night of the Gun is a ferocious tale that uses the tools of journalism to fact-check the past. Carr's investigation of his own history reveals that his odyssey through addiction, recovery, cancer, and life as a single parent was far more harrowing -- and, in the end, more miraculous -- than he allowed himself to remember. Over the course of the book, he digs his way through a past that continues to evolve as he reports it. That long-ago night he was so out of his mind that his best friend had to pull a gun on him to make him go away? A visit to the friend twenty years later reveals that Carr was pointing the gun. His lucrative side business as a cocaine dealer? Not all that lucrative, as it turned out, and filled with peril. His belief that after his twins were born, he quickly sobered up to become a parent? Nice story, if he could prove it. The notion that he was an easy choice as a custodial parent once he finally was sober? His lawyer pulls out the old file and gently explains it was a little more complicated than that.
In one sense, the story of The Night of the Gun is a common one -- a white-boy misdemeanant lands in a ditch and is restored to sanity through the love of his family, a God of his understanding, and a support group that will go unnamed. But when the whole truth is told, it does not end there. After fourteen years -- or was it thirteen? -- Carr tried an experiment in social drinking. Double jeopardy turned out to be a game he did not play well. As a reporter and columnist at the nation's best newspaper, he prospered, but gained no more adeptness at mood-altering substances. He set out to become a nice suburban alcoholic and succeeded all too well, including two more arrests, one that included a night in jail wearing a tuxedo. Ferocious and eloquent, courageous and bitingly funny, The Night of the Gun unravels the ways memory helps us not only create our lives, but survive them.
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Amazon Best of the Month, August 2008: In his fabulously entertaining The Kid Stays in the Picture, legendary Hollywood producer Robert Evans wrote: "There are three sides to every story: yours, mine, and the truth." David Carr's riveting debut memoir, The Night of the Gun, takes this theory to the extreme, as the New York Times reporter embarks on a three-year fact-finding mission to revisit his harrowing past as a drug addict and discovers that the search for answers can reveal many versions of the truth. Carr acknowledges that you can't write a my-life-as-an-addict story without the recent memoir scandals of James Frey and others weighing you down, but he regains the reader's trust by relying on his reporting skills to conduct dozens of often uncomfortable interviews with old party buddies, cops, and ex-girlfriends and follow an endless paper trail of legal and medical records, mug shots, and rejection letters. The kaleidoscopic narrative follows Carr through failed relationships and botched jobs, in and out of rehab and all manner of unsavory places in between, with cameos from the likes of Tom Arnold, Jayson Blair, and Barbara Bush. Admittedly, it's hard to love David Carr--sometimes you barely like the guy. How can you feel sympathy for a man who was smoking crack with his pregnant girlfriend when her water broke? But plenty of dark humor rushes through the book, and knowing that this troubled man will make it--will survive addiction, fight cancer, raise his twin girls--makes you want to stick around for the full 400-page journey. --Brad Thomas Parsons
Good, sometimes inconsistent book, but you have to be willing to self-examine with the author
Date: 2008-12-04 Rating: 8 out of 10
I found myself liking The Night of The Gun more than I thought I would.
The low points first: The number of interviews in the book could've been cut back, while some could've used more depth. There was some repetition between interviews. The concept of memory as malleable wasn't taken much further than an observation about a quirk. It might have gone further, but it didn't.
I enjoyed the book despite, maybe because of, some problems. David Carr has an interesting voice and writes with a lively style. While it might not always emphasize depth or make broad themes obvious, it's easy to read the bite sized chapters and enjoy each; they are often short enough not to require a large commitment to read another chapter.
He is likable, and I give him credit for exposing himself in a way that would be difficult for most people. At the same time, I found the "unreliable narrator" angle odd--not because he mis-remembered past facts but because self-examination seems the least likely thing that a person can be truly objective about. Sometimes the self critiques come off as true to the facts, but untrue to a concept of self that the author actually holds. Who doesn't regard themselves highly? It's obvious that the author both regards himself highly while also saying he's been scum, or can be scum sometimes. It seems paradoxical to both think the best and the worst of oneself at the same time.
Other themes of the book resonated with me, especially when he talked about his self-destructive streak and the lost energy and time it has caused him. My forms of self-destruction are less visible and obvious than those he talks about, but I think many people have tendencies towards self-destructiveness. I read the book in a way that I was able to see some similarities to my own life, even if the circumstances of our self-destructiveness are much different. I think those who only read the book as a morals tale about drug addiction will be disappointed. A deeper reading than that is necessary to get something useful out.
Overall I enjoyed the book and found it more interesting than I expected it to be. It was a very personal effort even when it wasn't 100% successful. Give it a read if you think it might interest you.
BewertungenCarrDatum 2008-11-30 Rang: 6 von 10This book is Carr's journey back into his life as a drug addict based on interviews with current and former friends. Carr is currently a successful journalist for the New York Times but, prior to that, he was a major drug user who accidentally got a girl pregnant and wound up the primary custodian of twins. He went in and out of rehab multiple times, eventually remarried, and came clean. Just when things were looking up he was diagnosed with cancer, which he eventually beat.
The overall plot is familiar and reminds me of "The Wolf of Wall Street" or "Rigged". Though instead of being about a financier, it is about a journalist.
Carr acknowledges that writing a memoir is somewhat self indulgent and audacious, which helps add an element of humility to an otherwise rather depressing story.Well, I certainly don't see much worth getting...Datum 2008-11-29 Rang: 2 von 10...excited about...a reformed alcoholic and drug addict shares his history...my biggest objection is that everything was so predictable -- twenty pages in and I knew pretty much how the rest would turn out...my next objection is that it is terribly overwritten -- e.g. descibing addction as "more like possession, a death grip from Satan that requires supernatural intervention."...sorry, but that's just trying too hard and so much of the book sounds like something gleaned from a collection of amateur creative writing exercises...while the book might prove to have some therapeutic value to others with similar problems, as a work of non-fiction overall, I didn't find it worth the time.Intriguing Premise but a little dryDatum 2008-11-28 Rang: 6 von 10The idea of this book is that the author is writing an in-depth study into his own life. I found it rather interesting that he remembered so little of the details that he undertook an investigation process to get the complete story. Thus, he revisited all of the colorful characters that he ran into during his train wreck of an existence, who sometimes had much different recollections than the author did himself.
What is good about the book: The author doesn't sugar coat his wrong doings and mistakes/missteps rather he goes into detail and is apologetic. The author did a good job of recounting these experiences and I actually could imagine what was going on.
What is bad about the book: It jumps around and it difficult to follow at times. The book is not one that I would be reading for deep thinking and looking for the undertones and messages however, I found myself taking more time to figure out what was going on than I should have. Also, I found the ending to be very abrupt and some critical investigations lacked sufficient detail for the account to be complete in my opinion.an eye-opener for the non-addictDatum 2008-11-27 Rang: 8 von 10If you're not a drunk or a crackhead, this book can help you understand their world. No doubt you know one, or even have one in your family: the person who throws away jobs, marriages, and even children in order to feed their habit. It's really, really hard to understand how this happens, and really upsetting to watch somebody self-destruct in this way. David Carr is an unusually articulate and self-aware addictive personality, and this book is sort of a guide to the underworld of the addict's life.
David Carr did some serious stuff: not just alcohol, but cocaine, crack, and injected drugs. But before that, he was a pretty good journalist. And after that, he became a pretty good journalist again. So he decided to investigate his own past as if he were investigating any other story. He found out that what he thought had happened was not exactly what had happened, according to the friends and family members he interviewed fifteen years later: it was both worse and better. Read the book to find out what he really did. Ok, I'll tell you: he pointed a gun in his best friend's face, but he did not kidnap his children away from their mother.
Amazingly, his kids turned out pretty well and even went to college. There are lots of grainy snapshots that show beautiful blond babies (twins) growing up to be presumably nice girls. He also got married to a nice woman. He also relapsed. One of the times, not surprisingly, was in New Orleans, right after Katrina, when he was covering the aftermath. Who wouldn't want a drink? But later, he went to Jazz Fest and found an AA meeting to attend every day of Jazz Fest, so he stayed sober that time and presumably had a good time.
The key seems to be: go to a meeting every day if necessary, once a week if that's all you can manage. But don't stop going to AA meetings, even if you've been clean for a long time.
The other message is: smart people can go seriously off the wagon, and we mustn't enable them, yet we can always hope that they'll come back to the land of the living, and when they do, we can help them with jobs and childcare, etc. And we might be rewarded: the thug can turn into a (mostly) model citizen and a productive worker and a good parent.
I forgot to mention that this book is very well-written. But a lot of typos slipped by the editor.
Produkt InformationAutor:
David Carr
Recording label: Simon & Schuster Hersteller: Simon & SchusterEAN: 9781416541523Format: HardcoverDewey decimal number: 616.860092ISBN: 1416541527Artikelzahl: 1Seitenzahl: 400Erscheinungsdatum: 2008-08-05Sprache: English (Original Language)
Sprache: English (Unknown)
Sprache: English (Published)
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